I live life one day at a time, in a constant state of change. I'll never be the same person I was even a day ago. My perception on life is very grim. I like those sappy love songs. I have a huge fear of alot of things. But there is a logic behind it. Controlling people are very afraid of almost everything that is uncontrollable, and well, I'm quite controlling sometimes. I live my life, and I make the decisions I make because they are mine to make.



Don't tell me I'm doing something wrong, because in my opinion nothing I do is wrong. I'm impatient, inconsiderate and very, very unreliable. I'm a hypocrit in every sense of the word. I don't like when other people do the things I do, and I don't like half of the things I do. I know I'm not perfect, nothing is perfect, and never will be. The word perfect shouldn't even fucking exsist, perfection is different in everyone's eyes.



I'm good at listening sometimes, and others I want you to listen. I bottle up my feelings because I'm afraid you'll judge me and think I'm insane because I don't know how to handle myself as much as people think I do. I'm too emotional sometimes, and alot of people don't like that. I take things out of context and twist peoples words and use them against them. I do everything that I hate when people do them to me.



You'll most likely walk all over me, just as I'll do to you. I sometimes look like shit, and I sometimes don't. I take things to seriously, and I have bad mood swings. I'll try my hardest to explain myself, just in time to realize how much you people don't give a fuck. Just like I don't give a fuck about you. I'm sick of having no body. I'm done with this always alone shit. I trust no one and I doubt I ever will. I have no determination.



I'm sometimes loud, and annoying. While others, I'm quiet, and go unnoticed. I want to just disappear, run away from everything 'cause that's how everyone around me does it, I've never had a good influence on me. I look down on everybody, and they deserve it. Though, if they don't deserve to be looked down on, I don't look down on them. At one point in time you've probably given me a dirty look, or laughed about the way I look. I'll never make any sense to you.



You're all stupid. Pay attention to your life and your life only. Stop obsessing about other peoples. I'm naive and I like songs about nothing. I like to dance in the rain, and listen to thunderstorms. I have horrid memory issues. I'm versatile, I stand for nothing. I fall for almost everything. I'm dramatic. I'll make no sense to you. In about ten or twenty years I'll probably be the exact opposite of who I am now. I'm use to change, I do it daily, out of habit.



I'm very use to having to start over completely, with nothing, no one, and I do it well. If I have to, I can switch social circles and change completely without breaking a sweat. You'll probably underestimate me and think I'm nothing. But that's okay, 'cause I do it to. I'm two faced and mean. I hope you're having fun hating me (: